Today

I dropped out of school. Again. This time I was getting good grades, going to my classes, and pretty happy with it. As I have stated before, my writing skills leave much to be desired, but overall I was doing well.

I have to get myself back in shape financially. I went in to my old job today in the hope that I would be able to find some work. Temp work I did find, full-time permanent I did not. Which is what I expected. I have my resume out to about 10 different places right now, and my hopes are high.

You may be wondering what the fuck is wrong with me. I’ll answer you. I am hasty, selfish, and irresponsible… Oh right, you knew these things already!

It is not time yet for me to go back to school. I need to pay my rent, I have a daughter to take care of. What was I thinking? What have I been thinking for the entirety of this past year? Have I lost my mind? Seriously? I don’t think I have, although my decision-making ability is definitely in need of work. Today I have been humbled. I deserved it.

Time to move on. I can go back to school when I am ready, when I am out of debt, and when I know it is ok to do so.

Wish me luck.